I've decided to blog again~

so, after quite a long time, I've decided to blog again. the sudden decision was due to the boredom I experience after using the internet for too long. but then again, who will read my blog? haha. i guess this public blog will be quite private for some time?

so for the first post of this blog, i shall whine a bit. I was learning how to do a handstand without the support of the wall. Jermyn Tanu was there to teach me. then he taught me, "you have to fall to learn to stand". okay, so it speaks sense and I gave it a try. however, being rather inflexible, I kept landing on my back. after that, with a little topping of floorball training, my shoulders got hurt real bad. so now, i have this sore muscles which is hurting me. I can't sit or stand properly. got to hunch my back all the time. it sucks.

this is what you get when you're learning something new right? whenever you are trying out something new or something strange to you, you tend to get hurt in a way or another. but the outcome is always sweet, if you persevere and learn it till you get it. I still remember the phrase that my senior, Melvin Low, told me when I was still in secondary school. "fake it, till you make it". you have to "chao keng", to survive the army (that's what my seniors tell me). however, the effort in faking, surely will involve a bit of real hardwork right? (if not how army boys become so fit...)

yeah. so let's learn something new everyday, no matter how lousy the process is, and persevere till the end. even by faking, the effort you put into it, will bring you an unexpected outcome. so rather than sitting back and withdraw from it, let's face it with a strong spirit. (even if it's by means of faking it) =)

nights to all, I'm going back to my Kpop research.